Show me your true self by hiding something to suspect,
behind the lies so obvious that make me want to inspect,
you think you got me trapped by using guilt and sympathy,
while something you don't know of my sensing empathy,
the energies emerge to enter into your tricking mind,
there are the secrets from me you made easy to find,
locked in a chest of wood with the need for a key,
but it is simple to get past because you can't stop me,
opening the chest of truth to release those hidden shames,
knowing all about you from all your childish games,
broken hearts lay in your path scattered across the road,
for hiding those deep inside must have been a heavy load,
maybe if you told the truth for once this might not be so bad,
instead you continue to lie and that will always make people mad.

this is a combined poem as a friend wants to say sorry to his girl, he gave me the words, i just made them rhyme, hes really cut up inside. If it helps her know how he feels about her, then its good. I'll give it to her for him. but thats all my involvement will be.

With a sudden blink of an eye
feelings overwhelm to let out a cry
drops into the Earth which is you,
oh what a garden i just grew,

i curled up under the branches of the tree,
remembering the times of just you and me,
how i couldn't wait for you to arrive,
without you how can i survive,

the tune plays songs of love through my head,
with you in sight i see a clear road ahead,
i just want to hold you so tight,
and want everything to be alright,

my blinded eyes did not see all,
crushed my heart under the blocking wall,
there i touch it waiting for it to drop,
staying near as my love will never stop,

there ill wait seeing passing eclipse of love,
a passing sun and moon making a ring above,
i wasn't much your lucky charm,
but i never want to cause you harm,

sometimes mistakes i made,
but i admit so they don't hide in the shade,
i only want you by my side,
not held against your will trapped inside,

you fill something missing from my heart,
if only we could reset and restart,
the blog didnt tell anything to lie,
because seriously without you ill die,

as your eyes have given me a look,
my heart pours out to fill a book,
but the pages are white turning black,
as i want nothing more than you back,

im sorry for crushing the one,
as i was trying to organize some fun,
i want you to know i love you so much,
and miss the loving care of our touch.

the boys sit in a circle playing a game,
as another looks over the shoulder feeling shame,
they crush the ants to kill like sick twisted kids,
crunching them under their lunchbox lids,
the other child wants nothing to do with their kills,
as the others kick the nest adding to their thrills,
going to school on the bus while laughing loud,
the bus driver wants silence but allowed,
walking in a line while entering the school,
the kids joke around looking like a fool,
as one looks up to a giant standing overhead,
placing his hand down making one dead,
the children all run into the building scared,
as the giant kicks the side as he stared,
laughing while the kids inside hide,
tearing off the roof and looking inside,
crushing another two under the weight of his fist,
as the other kids escape just as he missed,
with no hope for an escape from this giant having fun,
the children abandon their school and keep on the run,
thinking this unfair being killed by this big thing,
as more children crushed by the giants arm swing,
death is certain for the last it would seem,
but he wakes in the morning being only a dream.

pieces of rubbish scattered around the room,
the stench of decaying food covered with cheap perfume,
the bed shaped like mountains with dust instead of snow,
if only the window was opened to let the air flow,
confused with a lock kept on the door,
who could get inside to navigate with the shit on the floor,
obstacles littered making it easy to trip,
most of this crap can be taken to the tip,
wondering if this is their room what it would be in a whole house,
a perfect environment to breed rat or mouse,
piled garbage stacking higher each day,
waiting for the opportunity to take it away.

Sunken dagger cuts a slice,
as another cuts deeper twice,
another later hitting a nerve,
thoughts of why would this deserve,
blood does not draw from a vein,
but the feeling is of emotional pain,
cannot reach to pull them out,
letting them rust and move about,
infected wounds begin to weep,
feeling them at night from turning in sleep,
does the pains ever go away?
or forever deep stabbed in to stay,
these are historical memory knives,
they will remain through our whole lives.

I didn't design ears for my second self,
I am not rich in any world with false wealth,
In a game i can cheat to make money all nines,
but that is just a crack in the game designs,
instead i'll listen when someone needs an ear,
help them work out what their purpose is here,
extending to all places through their mind,
but do i cheat in their heads to the way it's designed,
boosting confidence when something is hard,
giving inspiration when they think they are a retard,
if they cannot focus on the blurred imagine ahead,
I'll take their hands and help them easily lead,
i know the places they should be to go,
but the question they turn around with is 'how do you know?'
a question i cannot answer myself to know why,
but if you go away remember to say goodbye.

gone into the wilderness to fade away,
eventually you learn they come back to stay,
turning planet of sun into the darkest night,
breathing fog in the early morning light,
attracting flies through the smells of the rear,
counting the hours as the time is almost near,
knowing the flood of emotions build to explode,
calling in your mind the shell begins to erode,
hoping the feelings don't infest your heart,
erupting from the mouth to make talking start,
friendly words of calm said at the right waiting time,
pleasing the emotions in this constant rhyme,
loving feelings return from a past let go,
easing the tensions that you did not need to know,
a time that is thrown away into the lost past,
simple to do but hard as a spell to cast,
emotions felt in the hug and kiss,
for the embrace of arms i never want to miss.

Future expectations failed from the broken trust,
once was a great thought as now fallen to dust,
repeated plans dropped because of attendance nil,
the search began for another with shoes to fill,
the love still existed but that is why it hurts more,
counting the times not there but never keeping score,
a heart can only beat for so long to forgive,
with reactions to disbelief from friends the way they live,
an attempt once more to reunite their hands,
but cannot maintain for long in these difficult demands,
lost in a drifting current with one sinking in the deep,
to forget the love they had being in a dream sleep,
faded bad memories remembered instead of good,
once were together but now apart forever they stood.

Some like the words that i show,
some just don't want to know,
some read it making them think,
some don't understand and just blink,
some make a frown at some and not others,
some share with sisters and brothers,
sometimes one touches another deep inside,
sometimes one creates a smile so wide,
sometimes two meanings of same words come,
sometimes i hope i make a difference to some.

fly in the sunshine quick little happy bee,
land in the flower in the shade of a tree,
collecting the pollen and returning home,
making drippy honey sliding on the comb,
collected again to be put into the jar,
then on a shelf and purchased put into a car,
sat in the cupboard until pancakes made,
the sliding honey runs off the end of the knife blade,
soaking deep into bread cooked toast,
glazed over the surface of a perfect roast,
deep into my belly giving satisfaction around,
settling the gurgles of groaning tummys sound,
all this from a bug making fluid from a plant,
keep them alive and safe because losing them we can't.