Focal light beams straight along,
spinning flashes in tune to the song,
pounding brain inside the head,
drugs taken to bring close to dead,
breaking anger with a fist slugged deep,
not remembering the morning after sleep,
buried memories with a half smile,
hot shower with hair done in same awoken style,
the day blinks past with a flash of blinding light,
sinking the sun into the horizon of the night,
striding out into the echo of clubs and raves,
this the moment of realizing a life he saves,
during the drug trip that would normally dull his mind,
the thoughts of all those things he has left so far behind,
wasting his life on so many things he could have done,
instead out in this hurting world of imitated fun,
strides of determination fuel an inspiration in his veins,
a sprint outside with a crash to spray his brains,
dented metal and broken bones holding skin,
his life is over before it could ever really begin.

cutting the corners off the end,
with a drawing of her and a friend,
crayon details so many features,
surrounded by protecting creatures,
asked about why they are there,
answered because they do care,
imaginary friends with a real,
soon asked not to draw them as a deal,
another drawing is paper pressed,
as other students are impressed,
more details brought into the light,
as the teacher looks getting a fright,
her deceased father shown clear in view,
as if the artist child already knew,
he watches over her with a halo ring,
and musical notes because he could sing,
fainting from the emotions high,
this causes the students to cry,
but over the noise the teacher fades,
going back in her mind some decades,
sitting with her father in the yard,
he tells her of why he remains to guard,
against the evil of the boyfriends secret dealings,
just confirming her already dark feelings,
awakening soon from her quick faint,
the teacher rises to look at the paint,
finding the girl had already drawn over the top,
she touches her hand in order to stop,
seeing a message written clear,
then suddenly it began to disappear,
rushing from the room with a number to call,
she rings it to find out the truth of all,
with the secrets exposed and him locked away,
the teacher and student keep an eye each day.

Melted minds of mesmerized motion,
decaying drugs delete driving devotion,
elimination of electoral evolutions enhance,
roughly ruining roaring raw romance,
take time to tell tales tall and true,
yawning youth yells at you,
joking junk jumps jacked with jell,
hello happiness helped hijack from hell,
never nice near nothing but need,
growing gruesome with gorging greed.

more broken windows across the place,
the builder has a blank look on his face,
picking up his tools and repairing the glass,
while the owner on the phone wants him off his ass,
taking longer to do the work,
the owner complains being a jerk,
but the builder keeps going taking the shit,
while the owner chucks a hissy fit,
finally catching up and proud of it all,
then another annoying phone call,
telling the owner he is almost done,
after the builder leaves the owner has fun,
taking a rock and smashing the windows himself,
being a bored asshole with lots of wealth,
the builder returned because he forgot a tool,
seeing the owner being a complete fool,
recording his actions on his phone,
while the owner still thinks he's alone,
given to a tv station and aired at night,
for all to see that some do it right,
blamed for bad things because of a prick,
as some people just simply make me sick.

metals clash on the war scene,
with helmets hiding faces mean,
growls of anger heard across the plain,
screaming voices calling in pain,
blood sprays across the eyes,
settling in heat it quickly dries,
bursts of hatred of years past,
explosions of fire in each blast,
chemicals kill without a fight,
governments approve after a fright,
where is the honor in death,
if we are never to see our enemies last breath.

for you i don't remember the day,
but when times bad you let me stay,
housed me and cooked for me too,
not once i gave back or thanked you,
then came a time and faded we became,
after a while i never remembered your name,
until this day when i get reminded of your kind,
then i will search for you and never leave you behind.

Naked flame with naked shame,
what matters is your name,
passing through but without you,
we cannot see anything to do,
pressured escape caught on tape,
with the crime of attempted rape,
emotions scatter with whats the matter,
crying deep as the glass begins to shatter,
when we pass after the learning class,
be careful not to step on the broken glass,
avoid the crime by saving on time,
find the mystery in this rhyme.

Times from before,
pile up from the floor,
stacking up to heights,
blocking out the lights,
unable to see though,
cannot find what to do,
overwhelmed by dust,
to get through it i must,
digging the way out,
by pushing things about,
finally finding the end,
but that is all pretend,
it will never stop,
until dead i drop,
but i am too strong,
and try not to get it wrong,
so remain here i wait,
for a steered turn of fate.

i give all my inner peace to you,
because you are the one who needs it too,
may you use it for all your stress,
use it when life becomes a mess,
your only worry is about me,
because i gave something for free,
try to return but i won't accept it back,
i can guard it like a mental attack,
the more confidence i see you built,
with less of the blame of self guilt,
then i will take it back when you have your own,
by giving the lesson of what i have shown,
not fixing your problems for you it seems,
but i have been training you in your dreams.

freedom is taken away by the key,
but through that glass door you can see,
freedom outside so easy to touch,
but experiencing this is too much,
waiting for the key to open the door,
someone else must bring it but what for,
sitting patiently waiting for a friend,
but you don't have any in the end,
because you locked yourself in here,
to them the glass makes you disappear,
so build inspiration and get off your ass,
take your fist and shatter the glass,
you might cut your hand but its worth the pain,
to join back into the world and live once again.