Pondered Powers

I awaited the waiting worries of war,
fell into the depths of nothing more,
borrowed the bits from brothers beers,
followed the fathers of faking fears,
remembered the bad instead of the good,
because my mind saw it but never understood,
phrases told me to be true to ones self,
but those words don't say how to make wealth,
in the days of ending all die poor of things,
while in some religions we all grow wings,
they left behind what love is as most do,
the powers are given by the people and you.