The Brain of Pain

cluttered mind of bruised overheating,
memories of that thought just repeating,
nails clench into the forehead skin,
wanting to dig and pull out whats in,
squeezing pressure builds around,
hissing and buzzing the tension sound,
ready to snap and boiling over the top,
when will these thoughts ever stop,
pushing so much bringing out tears,
then with exhaustion it eventually disappears,
crashing down into a pile on the floor,
never again will this be a pain to ignore.