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how i need strength and motivation,
how do i get it from the inspiration,
buried inside from constant steered thought,
using the tools i was constantly taught,
but when the inner mind needs peace to drive,
the outer speaks to the inner to survive,
but the inner sleeps to assist the outer to hold control,
the outer is lonely and the only soul,
nothing but echoes of voices as the inner remains asleep,
as nothing can wake it because it is too deep,
so the outer reaches claws in to wake it at last,
but the inner cannot survive from the outer moving past,
now the outer becomes the inner and a new outer begins,
the old inner is gone and this caused the circles in spins,
dizziness clouds the mind of all thought that was to be,
as now i must teach the new outer all about me.