Future of Friends

the evil that was inside me is now thrown away,
as the good also inside me is kept for a better day,
neutral i am to all with the waves of trust,
giving i am to all within it always must,
why do i bother or what should i gain,
i experience with others good times and pain,
sharing the load so its not so rough,
showing that inner strength is tough,
some turn out to be a close forever friend,
some turn out to be a snob and quickly end,
i see a future for others but all without me,
maybe i am not supposed to have that to see,
some of you ill hold and never let go,
some of you will fade away and hope you enjoyed the show.