Cursed Sight

I blame myself for being a stupid clown,
when i try to be serious i drown,
don't believe in the moment said,
when i prove i saw everything ahead,
i'll just write this way and maybe you'll hear,
until eventually i will disappear,
i don't wanna hear 'you were right.'
as proof i have this cursed sight,
sickens me to know but do nothing about,
as the nagging is deep to never get out,
your safe and feel alive if your near me,
because a road ahead is happiness i see,
i don't want a thanks when its over and done,
i just want you to see i am also someone.