So Sorry

i open your eyes to see the pain inside,
for it grows in that little place to hide,
instead of fading into the shadows dark,
ill ignite it to burn away with a small spark,
it hurts i know and i feel it too,
but i do it feeling its the right thing to do,
better now than more later far away,
in the end i still ruined your happy day,
am i evil or cruel as others may think,
as back into the dark i will sink,
i was happy too and now i feel bad,
because i made you angry and mad.