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seeing your name is just like a hug,
but you usually are sarcastic and smug,
then i say some words to lighten your day,
your replies to me feel like 'go away'
i be all happy and giggling at first,
your eyes stare back at me like being cursed,
a question i dare never ask you straight,
as being at this point is without your hate,
never pointing out a personality flaw,
to not mention anything more,
i remain silently by your side,
as behind your shadow i will hide,
my affection is yours but feels like lust,
eventually i feel it will lead to no trust,
now from below i just see a boob and a chin,
as the feeling fades of ever me seeing within.