Thick Shell

daydreaming during the middle of the night,
sleepless in the bags under the eye so tight,
pulses felt in the wrist and temple in front of the ears,
please someone smash my ever pressing fears,
crack the shell surrounding the blocked emotional guard,
but where is the hammer to hit that so hard,
maybe drilling will work but no power to plug,
as many attempts were made with a shovel dug,
try almost anything as i am suffocating inside,
hopefully someone will open a gap so wide,
when all others give up and go away,
alone in my own prison i will always stay,
noticing the presence of a pure hearted one,
he speaks pleasantly and all sounds are fun,
slowly without realizing the shell guard falls,
from far away he came after hearing my calls.