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before in my life i was pushed around to be made dizzy,
now in my life i constantly work to keep myself busy,
before i would let it happen until it all passed me by,
now when someone pushed me make them cry,
before when they came for me to pick on for fun,
now i am stronger and fit the more i run,
before i started to bottle it all inside,
now it shows with no more need to hide,
before i wouldn't try to avoid what would come,
now i am someone who is no longer numb,
before i saw one of them looking sick and fat,
now its just a memory and my eyelid wont bat.